haiz..decided to do some blog surfing the other day.heard someone called me a lousy goalkeeper after the mjc match.haha..quite long ago la,but since i had nothing better to do, just decided to go find.

haha..yup..so here it is..by lemon-@id: 27/4: watched soccer in my school.. tpjc vs mjc.. we started very nicely and was leading until our lousy goalkeeper let in 2 balls during the second half of the game.. we ended with 3-2..

yes.there it was. our lousy goalkeeper.i believe it is referring to me? DUH.i dunno why.today i feel like making my feelings known.whee...here goes..

i will not lie to myself anymore. i am a lousy goalkeeper. i've known it since sec 1. the very first match i played for vs.a friendly against..i forgot what school.first game..and i let in 4 goals.or was it 6?ya..one of them la.so yup.that was my vs debut.got them all pissed with me.they had expected much from me,since my bro was vs first choice keeper before i entered the school.well,unsurprisingly,there was no space for me in the C div that year. sec 2 wasn't much better actually.in the squad,played only 1 game in the east zone,which we won 2-1.finihed fourth in the east zone and i had little part to play.then the nationals,our last grp game,we all thought no use play,so put in the 2nd team like that(ya that means me).i made the blunder of the year and we drew but no one bothered,until we found out that another team was disqualified and if i didn't blunder we would have gone to the second round. yeah,in case any of you are wondering,it's the one where the ball bounced over me.yup.THAT ONE.

sec 3 wasn't any better.i didn't play any soccer until march and couldn't become keeper until july for some medical reasons.haha.so whatever la. haha..well,that's all for sec 3.kind of dissapointed though,i trained so hard during the december holidays in sec 2 la.suay sia.

sec 4.i finally became first choice.why?cos najid fractured his ankle.not cos i was good or anything.thanks ri kick out. screwed up in a friendly against loyang sec,and ya..the ball bounced over me.yes.laugh all you want.i suck. the b div wasn't that good too.was doing okay until 2nd round(cos 1st round no need do anything,hardly touched the ball).actually 1st round the last match got make mistake la.let in a free kick against tkss.the ball went over me.i got chipped again.shame.but that was ok..since we still went to second round.then first match against greenview.screwed up to the max.legendary lobang goal.funny shit.

well,i thought tp would be different.guess it's not.time to face it.i suck.
but nothing beats reina's blunder against everton yesterday

on a lighter note,my team won the retarded street soccer competition.haha.i scored one goal,out of like 30 shots la.hmm..ard 8 on target but saved,1 goal,15 hit post/bar,the rest off target.

well,school starts tmr.whee.